The past year Going through your calendar Go through last year’s calendar week by week. If you see an important event, family gathering, friendly get-together or a significant project, write it down here

Jan Saw odesza on NYe, think we bailed early lol Early next morning taking photos with tammy’s family, so cold, so early. I think we rode in on my bike Got coffee with that weird marisol chick so she could sell me on a pyramid scheme? Oh but no i skipped coffee Did a little diary apparently: “Spent the day doing nothing and tiny work A couple interviews A call with a company I forgot I had talked to Potato shows their hand at 140 Tell Hugo no to ski trip I don't even think about work Return helmet Drum lesson Clutch handle too tight, need to fix Tammy pick-up Kevin's, Maria not there. Too much smash Guillotine when David and Mei come” Description:Mostly sat around house playing video games, cooked a bit, tried and failed to do year compass tried and failed to do take home assignment hung around tammy's played some diablo and zelda family dinner, delicious, david and mei brought plant tea leimin yelled at me while playing guitar, felt bad, why's her kid so unfocused beat bird thing in zelda On the 7th i gave my 2 weeks notice :(

“Description:Lunch with Ankita Told Andrew 2 weeks Signed potato Stayed at work till 5 but was done by 3 lol Played with emacs some more. Increasingly skeptical that any of it will be worthwhile”

Some point around here broke my permanent retainer off and got it replaced

“Description:Started off having bagels for breakfast. Gino made coffee. Had to fix clutch. Relaxed. But made us late. But Elisa late to get dropped off by her dad at Kaiser anyway. And stepj and btendan show up late yo hike anyway. Good hike. Dog out of control doesn't pay attention to. Aftwarss I stop at EI to pick up shit. Meet others at hot bot cadtro street. Then Asian dessert. Then Elisa's house for dice forge and great British baking show.”

“Description:Woke up at Tammy's place. Sexfirst time in while. Wanna meet up with Alex if possible. Get breakfast around GG park. Mediocre. Academy of science, get in for free. Japanese class wandering around. Thinking about language studying. Meet Alex and his ma at palace of fine arts. Chat. Home. Brats. Dumplings. Baking show and good place. Kiss slowly.”

I liked academy of sci with tammy

Guess i was still doing drum lessons back then

Wow, went to france? Twice last year??? Feels like soooo long ago. Snowy, alone but fun. Met that one girl, valencia or whatever, she asked to hook up in the bathroom on her last night but i had already jerked it and didn’t really feel like it anyway lol. Got a 3 michelin star lunch at that place near hte eiffel tower and a bunch of museums, damn it was good. Still having a hard time figuring out hwere tf that place was.

Remember relly wnating tammy with me in paris.

Was still paying earnest loan back then!

OOoh we got in situ for dinner on my birthday, that was relaly good. I really liked the japanese “rain” dessert, and i still talk about the cheesecake to this day, even though it was too salty.

Looks like we want to squaw, can’t quite remember which trip that was though. Probably the one where i skiid, tweaked my knee bad, and gave up skiing lol.

Feb Cancelled minecraft realms, i guess i was hosting for riley and us. I think we were all playing a shitload of minecraft over the christmas break?

“Description:Lifted deadlift Tried to sort vector animation at work Did a bit of emacs getting tabs to do 2 spaces Trained to Palo Alto with Brian, sat separate Are at Georgian restaurant Lindy hop, kept Tammy to myself during class Met Peterson her ex cs classmate that works at YouTube Met Lena the Taiwanese woman that works in Shanghai at Swatch”

Oh right, was doing my first potato project, what a doozy. Was really struggling with some of the graphics stuff Still was on vscode i guess Oh right train with brian to a dance thing, kinda awkward. I remmber not really wanting to eat dinner cause i didn’t need the calories. Next night dylan and i went to some random concert in oakland, that was pretty tight. Guess i had a bday party on the 9th but i don’t remmber that well I think i invited spuds but none came I remember wanting to be really cool to JC

hah ah oh yea at some point i did a smash bros party at asif’s, that was fuckin tiiiight We also baked tres leches there at some point

Tammy and i went to bistro aix for dinner on valentine’s day, that was very nice, i remember feeling kinda fat… eughh

Tried and failed to buy caleb.dev

Did minglaba with eric and caroline… and when we were done we were DONE lol they bailed so fast

March Helped qing move… what a chore. Joe didn’t have any of his shit ready to go

Went to bsides, it was ok. Was pushing tammy to start doing some contract work with that canadian guy. She didn’t bight, wah.

“Can feel myself getting better at drums sucks I haveny practice more Brunch with Gino should have got avocado toast o don't actually feel good after a eating so much food so why do it at all”

Oooh yea tammy and i saw muse at oracle, such a good show, the staff recognized us cause we were going so ham, it was pretty cyberpunk too, and then tammy lost her phone

Looks like i was trying to get good at smash, lol, Oh for arbor day i planted the little bonsai trees my family got me for xmas

Oh and we all went to socal, what a fun trip. Lots of korean food, chillaxing at a spa at 2am, fun.

“Gym in morning with Tammy, Lyft to cafe where Elisa is. Very yummy. Back to Airbnb. Finish spine motion tracker. Do workshop and play with Emacs. Take edible and play some switch. Head to Korean food. Night ice cream.”

“Wake up early and hike. Talk about regret hurting Abby. Meet Joe's fried Aaron. Drama over parking, qing squeezes into dumpster spot. Healthy protein restaurant. So filling. Snap at people for looking up other restaurants nearby. This upsets Tammy. Airbnb nap with civ also. Kbbq they're all full. Find one nearby which cooks for us. George's friends turn up. Ktv after. Much drunk. Walk to spa. Qing in heels and sad. Spa amazing. Midnight donuts. Organizer: Diary “

“Description:Went to fromagiere for a cheeseplate, thomas hooked me up. Alex leaving for back to paris :( new kid in Joseph's party fun, tiny little apartment. Met new rachel that is an individual, completely blew any semblance of friendship with her. Stephanie ride home along with china boy. Stephanie says i'm a considerate person :D Tammy comes over at midnight, grumpy I didn't greet her more. Probably should have lol. “

Went to gdc on and off, that was kinda fun.

Did a little telegraph track mentor mixer, didn’t talk to mentee once after

“Description:oakland early morning. Dylan forgets key for box. Back an dforth. Also line for restaurant long as fuck and we can't go just anywhere because of dog. Finally get food and bounce. Head home for nap. Wake up, food, movie, sleep. “

“Not much really on this day woke up at noon hung out at cafe and fuck around on surface go oh, run in the morning family dinner, pretty peppy”

What a failed experiment that surface go was. Ugh

April

Looks like this might be when i started dj lessonS?

And then immediately went to taiwan the 2nd friday?

Hahah and was supposed to buy my EI options. Oh well. I remember in the hotel reading the email and finding out how difficult the process would be. Good thing i put it off, those would have been worthless

Great trip

The weekend after we got back we saw avenger’s with tammy’s bro and mei. Man david was mad we were late. Was still going all the way to tatelmen then?

May Dropped off my bike at ohanlon for real? Eugh that place.

Oh interesting, marked down a migraine

I have camping? And then two elisa birthday parties. Happy hour and picnic at dolores. I vaguely remember that picnic, we met those two party hardy indian girls. I dont think we went camping. I also marked out cheat day, lmao. I got so fat last year, fuck.

June Tim visited! Jus ton his on i’m prettty sure, there was another time he visited with his girlfriend and we got food… i think that was after tammy got her ninja though so later in the year probably. I remember being hyp AF when we walked towrads him at the city hall.

Oh sick i had gotten global entry this month, then went to houston for my clear brook reunion. Akward. Jesus. Donald ngo wore his tail… we did meet mansi though, that was fun.

Bike appointment, dr tatelement, and dr bavore all in the same day? And a potato birthday

July

Camping at pinnacles… i don’t quite remember who that was with. Sky Camp. Maybe with steph and crew? I vageuly remember seeing the big fat pheasants.

And then that week after i think I went to NY with potato. Weird trip. Went out a couple nights with JC and tim, who is apparently a wild dog when he drinks. And what’s her face, that lady that burnt straight out of potato. Nearly lost ramsi with her. Jeez she sucked.

Tammy and i went and saw that sailing movie. I likd that. Made me wish i got back into sailing> I still haven’t Bruh.

Oh then we went to an idaho bbq. Some dude kept trying to show me memes. That’s right. Man my memory is bad

Looks like we went to exploratorium one of the thursdays. Was that the time with ramsi and his GF where we passed a fire that was developing and also saw a shitload of parrots? And then went swing dancing on the roof of the salesforce bridge thing. We sshold appreciate those things a lot more now that we can’t do shit during quarantine.

lOooks like another dolores park picnic.

August

Crystal’s camping trip! SO fu8n! So hot. Lots of people. They did shrooms. Lots of swimming. Lots of eating. So good.

Looks like we went to minglaba for some reason as well. Maybe id idn’t make that, it was with raj.

And then DEFCON with tammy for the first time. Great fun if i remember correctly, though she was exhausted the entire time. I think i even tried to work out once while we were there.

Oh right and at one point gino droped the bomb that he wanted to move out. So tammy and i went apartment viewing. Settled on the mission place preeetttty quickly.

Anod another swing dancing on salesforce roof! Fun

Janice’s birthday? In the city? Interesting.

September

Wtf is zippgo arrival…. Ooooh the packaging boxes. So i packed all week, and the first sunday we moved The movers really liked coca cola And it took us all fucking day and cost us a fortune Because we had to park around back Nightmare

Got a coffee with jenn? That early? No way, we had to have done it later, we looked at my camera. That was like this year some time.

Parker’s birthdya party lol.

Aahhh this is when tim came for a quick visit with his girlfriend. And kristin was gone from london, i guess we planned on visiting her. THen we had fake potatocon in las vegas, what a trip. That might have been the one where tammy and i hid in the spa the whole time. Dress like tim day, lol. A lot of put off attempts to have a roomate dinner and drink.

I even put “last day of cloud games” on here, That was some project. And ig ot my flu shot! Nic.

A hack reactor mentor mixer. Dude did well, he got a job. What’s his name? Justin?

October

Oh shit we’re in paris> i have a reservation for pierre gagnaire. That trip was doooope. So much good food. ANd we visited christa andkristin. We had a wonderful picnic at the palace of versailles. Great grand trip.

Looks like we tried to book at CORE as well, i guess that didn’t make it. The week after i spent in london, that was kinda weird IIRC.

Oh andi heven had an echo cardiogram booked? I’m sure i cancelled it. OH RIGHT and THEN i went to the south of france??? What a TRIP. Motorcycled all over. SO fuckin dank.

THen we went to that crazy fucking amazing halloween party. I dressed as a priest. What a weird show. So good. We felt like we didn’t fit in. I think we went to qing’s bday the next day, allllll the way to san jose, and then allll the way back up, but we didn’t get to make it to potato thing. Oh no, I went as…. Bird person? When did i go as a priest? Christmas?

November

Tammy birthday weekend! Down in santa cruz! What a great party. She got upset that i remember coming down previos times for other girls. Ooops, i’m an idioot. We also blended a whole cake. And crystal made that great video. I should edit the video i took in our san diego trip with potato.

I had to drop some check off at the credit union. Probably from united.

Buy a turkey - ooooh for thanksgiving? I did a friendsgiving, right? Where at? My Place? Oh yea! And I tried to make it vegan cause i wasn’t sure if JC would show up. Tim did iirc. Stephanie did too, with her roommate, right before they expldoed at eachother. But before that we had a vegas trip. THIS is the one wher ewe spa’d it up. I was already seriously weight conscious at this point> I’m sure keto had long since ended. Zimmer @ the independent - didn’t go to that i guess.

Looks like this is when i called corbin to set up tammy’s christmas present.

Oh the bunnie party! This is when i found out mr bill and azuki were close. Fuck, still jealous about that. I wish i was better at production and could make a name for myself.

My family visits! We stay with them in oakland and get FAT as FUCK. Lots of low carb ice cream and other bullshit.

Then we got the families together for hot pot, the one asian thing my family could eat. I remember being pretty nervous at the last second.

I was trying relaly hard to plan more stuff for tammy and i cause she worked so hard and did all the pl,.anning and got me such good gifts.

When we went to anotoer zuki NYE parfty but tammy again got sick towards the middle of it. But it was fun iirc.

December Some guy staying at our apartment and tammy’s personal capital hodliday party. I check in on justin who’s being lazy as shit and not getting it done. Oh and i show up to that HOA meeting for a bit. Maybe? Then we do a coin op holiday party. Ate too many fries then. But it was decent fun. Actually i don’t think i drank, i think i was on my bike. We were supposed to do hot pot buyt the megumi fallout hapopeend.

This is what my last year was about What aspects were the most important to you in the following areas last year*? Which happenings or events were the most significant? Summarize briefly. personal life and family

work, studies, profession

belongings (home, objects)

relaxation, hobbies, creativity

friends, community

health, fitness Intellectual

emotional, spiritual

Finances

bucket list**

Six sentences about my past year The wisest decision I made… The biggest lesson I learned… The biggest risk I took…

The biggest surprise of the year…

The most important thing I did for others…

The biggest thing I completed… Six questions about my past year What are you the most proud of?

Who are the three people who influenced you the most? . Who are the three people you influenced the most?

What were you not able to accomplish?

What is the best thing you have discovered about yourself?

What are you the most grateful for?

The best moments Describe the greatest and most memorable, joyful moments from last year. Draw them on this sheet. How did you feel? Who was there with you? What were you doing? What kind of smells, sounds or tastes do you remember? Three of my biggest accomplishments List your three greatest accomplishments from last year here. What have you done to achieve these?

Who helped you achieve these successes? How? Three of my biggest challenges List your three biggest challenges from last year here. Who or what helped you overcome these challenges? What have you learned about yourself while overcoming these challenges?

Forgiveness Did anything happen during the past year that still needs to be forgiven? Deeds or words that made you feel bad? Or are you angry with yourself? Write it down here. Do good for yourself and forgive.* Letting go Is there anything else you need to say? Is there anything you must let go of before you can start your next year? Draw or write, then think about it and let it all go. The past year in three words Choose three words to define your past year. The book of my past year A book was made about your past year*. Write down its title.

Farewell to your last year If there is anything else left that you would like to write down, or there is anybody you would like to say goodbye to, do it now.

The year ahead- 2017 Dare to dream big What does the year ahead of you look like? What will happen in an ideal case? Why will it be great? Write, draw, let go of your expectations and dare to dream. This is what my next year will be about Define the most important aspects of next year in the following areas*. Which events will be the most important? Summarize briefly. personal life and family work, studies, profession

belongings (home, objects) relaxation, hobbies, creativity friends, community health, fitness Intellectual

emotional, spiritual Finances bucket list** Magical triplets for the year ahead These three things I will love about myself. I am ready to let go of these three things.

These three things I want to achieve the most.

These three people will be my pillars during rough times.

These three things I will dare to discover.

These three things I will have the power to say no to.

These three things I will make my surroundings cozy with.

These three things I will do every morning.

These three things I will pamper myself with regularly.

These three places I will visit.

I will connect with my loved ones in these three ways.

With these three presents will I reward my successes.

Six sentences about my next year This year I will not procrastinate any more to…

This year I will draw the most energy from…

This year, I will be the bravest when…

This year I will say yes when…

This year I advise myself to…

This year will be special for me because…

My word for the year ahead Pick a word to symbolize and define the year ahead. You can look at this word if you need some extra energy, so you remember not to give up your dreams.

Secret wish Unleash your mind. What is your secret wish for the next year?